I guess I feel ashamed. I feel disappointed. I feel empty, alone, and foolish. I wonder how many of you other pastors, ministers, or whoever experience the same thing. You know... That truth you say you believe but really don't. Am I alone in this? I mean, it's not like I don't want to believe, trust me I do! It's quite the opposite in fact, I want to believe so badly, but I don't. Is there something wrong with me? Is there something wrong with you? Why can't we be like that guy... you know the one... "I believe Jesus for anything and everything..." Is he serious? Don't misunderstand me, I love Christ. I can share His wonderful truths from the pulpit, in counseling, in conversation but when it comes to my own difficulties
WHAT DO I DO WHEN IT'S HARD TO BELIEVE?
